back to th lonely one.


21o3o8 friday

mummy's going to malaysia.
but i don't feel like going D:
they're going to malaysia
for a wedding dinner on sunday D:
but by th time they came back to singapore,
it's almost midnight D:
i don't wish to have insufficient slp eh D:
it feels terrible yea.

22o3o8 saturday

woke up early eh.
cause my brother are having tuition D:
then ate some porridge in th morning :D
watch tv while doing some hw.
but can't concentrate.
my mind is owaes not on th hw D:
mummy wants to confirm if i really don't
wan to go to malaysia.
so confuse eh D:
but my hw is not done yet D:

ordered KFC :D
then watch tv awhile before going to slp :D
was feeling terrible.
i caught a cold D:
& it's so terrible.
haiish. felt cold & terrible D:

23o3o8 sunday

woke up with a terrible running nose D:
but who's there for me D:
cook maggie as my breakfast D:
mummy has no time to prepare anything
for me before they left .
still thinking wad to eat for dinner. D:
haiish.
hw is damn load D:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
hate it! hate it! HATE IT!!!


you're good but i'm giving you up soon.
we're totally different people.
we can't get along.
telling you that i'm not free.
you might not believe.
but i know, too much of these,
you would think i'm lying
& avoiding you.
no matter how much i explain to you,
how much you would believe?

i'm afraid to love & of love.
how much secure can you give me to believe in love?
you might have already gaven that,
but somehow, i can't feel that .
maybe th wrong is in me.
i'm owaes th bad ones in their eyes.
mayb every faults are caused by me.
but i does hope everything would be fine.
& will be like th past.
i really hope that.
me too, can't bear to leave you.




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